Sunday, February 28, 2010

"achha lagta hai.."


This is the new “color of life”…intezaar…, “achha lagta hai..”..!!!

Vo aaye na aaye..
Uske khayalo me rehna achha lagta hai…
Chahe kitne bhi din gujar jaye ..
Use yaado me basana achha lagta hai…!!

Har shaam ke dhalte he,
Raat ke saaye badh jaate hai..
Teri yaadein, aur baatein.
Taaza hote jaate hai..!!
Na hoke bhi, tujhe jinda rakhna achha lagta hai…

Lakh bhulane ki koshish karlu..
Tere sapno ko jalane ki koshish karlu..
Phir kyu unn khwabo ko sajana achha lagta hai…

Pariyo ki kahani, kitni ruhani…
Pyaar ki baatein , hoti hai bas jubaani…
Ab bhi , kisi door des se tera aana sachcha lagta hai..!

Vo chehra anjana, jeise ho koi deewana.
Bas aise he dil ko behlana..
Na ye khona hai, na paana..
Apne dil ko ye samjhana achha lagta hai…!


Jab na ho kisi ko aana,
Jo ho sirf, ek sapna suhana..
Kisi aise ke intezaar me aankhe bichhana, achha lagta hai…!

Sach hai , kisi ka milna , taqdeero ki baat hai..
Toh hum bhi milenge , jo milna likha hoga..
Par tere liye, rab se bhi lad jana..achha lagta hai..

Shayad tu hai toh ye saara jamana ..achha lagta hai…!”
“anjaan hoke bhi tujhe , apna batana achha lagta hai…”

Thursday, February 25, 2010

"my world"


This is “my world”…here I have described the things which make me hpy..n sad..my dreams..in short..the things which make me..”ME”…

Things..make me happy..

• Morning view(sunrise) frm my teris.
• Sooooo many roses.
• Romantic songs.
• Samosa n jalebi.
• Romantic movie @ theater.
• Rainy season (tht dark cloudy atmosphere)
• Festivals: colors in holi, diyas in diwali.
• Green mountains, rivers, a long road ahead (nt so crowdy).
• A surprise gift.
• My fvrt serial.
• Moon.(night wid lots of bright stars.)
• Something gud written abt me.
• My frnds.
• My cute dreams.
• In a trip, sitting @window silently n lukin outside.
• Any msg. which touches the heart.
• My poems.
• Beautiful dresses(in white,pink….in light colors.)
• Feeling of satisfaction, after giving a excellent seminar.
• Completion of exams.
• When I go to babaji in gurudware.
• Whn I sing a song perfectly.
• Valentine day(I don’t celebrate but achha lagta hai.)
• My b’day.
• The pics, in which I look beautiful.
• Gossip @ CCD.
• Comments on my blog.
• Word of praises.
• Shopping.
• Cooking.
• Gol-gappe n bhel puri.
• My freedom.
• Spring season(trees wid yellow leaves.)
• Helping others.
• Good novels.
• Before new yr. eve.
• Giving a gift to vry spcl. Person.
• Watching cartoons.
• Watchin solar n lunar eclipse or any environmental incidents.
• Last but not the least…veg. Manchurian wid gravy.

Things , I hate….

• I can’t take disloyalties.
• When somebody make me their timepass.
• Exams.
• Nervousness.
• Loneliness.
• When I feel tht somebody else is takin my decisions.
• Insensitivity.
• When somebody doesn’t understand me n argue unnecessarily.
• Being practical.
• Feeling of helplessness.
• When I feel tht I won’t get anything in life.
• Living ordinary life.(I want to complete the task , for which god has sent me.)
• When my scooty get stopped in mid way.


My dreams..i wish..

• To become a celebrity.
• To have a huge fan following.
• To become self-dependent person.
• Standing on the London Bridge @ night n watching fire works.
• To make my dream come true.
• To have a ride in titanic.(bechara doob gya…)
• Traveling around beautiful places.
• To see a UFO.(a spaceship)
• Meeting my fvrt stars.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

"ye jindgi...."


As far as life is concerned…whtever I know ..is realy less…but I conclude life as:

Haste muskurate..jeene ka naam hai jindgi….
Dukho ko sehkar , gamo ko bhulane ka naam hai jindgi…..!!

Dosto ki dosti..
College ki masti…
Pyara sa ghar aangan….
Jaise ma ka dular hai jindgi…..!!!

Chupke se aata pyaar ka ahsaas…
Kisi ka ban jaana , khud se bhi khaas…
Dil ka ghabrana..
Aaiene se sharmana…
Dekha jaye toh…pyaar ka doosra naam hai jindgi…..!!

Aansuo ki barsaat me, aankho ka bheeg jaana…
Kisi dost ke kandhe pe rokar..fir se muskurana…
Gehri kaali Raat ke baad…subah aane ka naam hai jindgi…..!!

Kisi apne ka jaana…
Parayo ko bhi apnana…
Bhula ke khud ko…
Kisi aur ka ho jana…
Shayad yahi anjaam hai ..jindgi….!!!

Kabhi mele sa…chalti sath jindgi..
Kabhi chod deti hamara hath jindgi…
Apne dil ko todkar….
Doosro ko khusi de jaane ka naam hai..jindgi….!!!!!!

Ha…kisi ke liye mit jaane ka naam hai jindgi…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope u ppl will like my effort for LIFE….itna sab I havn’t experienced ..pata nahi..likh kaise liya…sometimes I get amazed on myself…wht to say abt others..its difficult 4 me also..to understand myself…!!sahi hai.”..khud ko na samajh ke bhi samajhne ka naam hai jindgi….!!!”

Thursday, February 18, 2010

"THE END"....!!


While writing this post , m feelin so negativity around me, but this is also a kind of emotion. I want to write all the negative thought of mine, so that they will be out of mind. Day by day…this negativity has been increasing in me. I have tired listening when people say that..”I live in a unrealistic world…dreamy world..”…but what is my mistake in this..???if god made me like this. If I listen to people..i will never be happy..and if I listen to me and follow my dreams..i can’t be happy..!! so god plz tell me..what to do…?????i can’t live in the world of manipulation , jealousy and strategies …where people are fake most of the time, play with ur emotions, use you and than forget you,where you can’t live for urself, where you can’t love someone, where you don’t have right on your own decision, where you have to accept the things ..which is not right, where you can’t have control on ur own destiny, where you are bound with religion and customs, where you can’t express urself…if this is the “Real World”…I think ,I am very lucky that atleast I don’t think in such a way. I can’t live my life in a box…sometimes I feel like an alien , who has come from another world…!! Why I believe that everythin is possible in this world…why I believe tht Miracle happens…why I believe that LOVE drives this world…..why…??????unfortunately , I have not made the world..! God “plz help me out”…either you change me or change this world. I know 2nd option is not viable for you, so plzzzzzzzzz change me. Kill all my dreams….bcoz now I have understood the reason , why ppl say tht I hav unrealistic dreams…bcoz seriously I don’t deserve those dreams..i also have started believing ppl….tht “ my world” doesn’t exists . I think , I can express it better in a poetic way….

Sang hai sab magar
Sath koi nahi hai..
Thama hai jisne mujhe aisa..
Hath koi nahi hai…
Hai kareeb ..kuch lekin..
Paas koi nahi hai..!!!


Bheed me bhi akelapan hai..
Khushiyo ke beech me , soona mera mann hai..
Jiske mehsoos hone ka intezaar ho aisa..
Aesaas koi nahi hai…!!!

Khwabo ko bhoolkar , aage badhna hai..
Jo bhi socha tha mene, vo mera bachpana hai..
Apne he vishvaas pe mujhe..
Vishvaas ab nahi hai..!!
Jo dekhe the sapne, unke poore hone ki..
Aas ab nahi hai..!!

Jis duniya me ..rehti thi me.
“sapno ka sansaar”..kehti thi me.
Vo “aashiyana” mera..
Khaas ab nahi hai..!!

Andhera he andhera kyu hai..
Jaise roshni ki kiran bhi na ho..
Jaane konsi uljhano me uljha mera mann hai..
Jo mera , sirf mera ho..
Aisa naam koi nahi hai…
Sang hai sab magar ..
Sath koi nahi hai…!!

Kitni befikri thi..
Kitni ummide thi..
Jindagi jeene ka vo..
Andaaj ab nahi hai..!!

Raha me ruke rahe , jiske liye..
Kisi aise ka intezaar ab nahi….!!!!!!

"Make me some one...."


Hey god..plz make me someone….ohhh ho..not here ..chk out my poem…

Make me someone…
Who can do compromise..
Whose wishes are not on rise……

Who is happy with every condition..
Whose heart has no temptation.

Who loves life as it is..
Who thinks, life is full of bliss..

Who never asks for pleasure..
Whatever I have ..
May become my treasure…

Give me a heart..
In which, love will be forever..
No grudges for anyone..
NO, NEVER….EVER…

Who could pray for other..
Who doesn’t live in dreams either..


Who could see GOD in everybody..
Who is a friend for anybody..

Who could forgive everyone..
Who could die for someone..

Make me someone..
Who is “ ONE IN A MILLION”….!!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

search for the "SOUL"......


Love is in the air..coz valentine day is here….
v-day ..festival of love. It’s a day when feelings go up @skyrocketing speed, eyes searches for someone special..heart prays for the loved ones.. this day is lovable for everyone..but I never got a chance to celeberate it..coz tht speciel one was not with me..i have a very imaginary picture of him..he hasn’t come yet but still he is sooo speciel for me…I dedicate this poem of mine to that spcl. Person..who is a part of my dreams…when he will com, I will tell him..that..”how desperately I was waiting for him..”..this ones is only for you….!!!!!

Jis terah khayalo me socha hai tujhe..
Kisi aur ne ..na iss terah socha hoga..
Jis terah mene teri rah taki hai barso..
Yu kisi ne tera rasta nahi dekha hoga…!!

Har dua me , meri shamil tu raha..
Dil ki panaho me shamil tu raha…
Jispe, tujhe pane ki dua na mangi ho..
Aisa koi taara na toota hoga..!
Jis terah mene teri rah taki hai barso..
Yu kisi ne tera rasta nahi dekha hoga…!!

Vo konsi jannat hai..iss duniya me..
Jaha milenge ham..
Milenge aaj..kal..ya lagenge abhi janam..
Vaise he kahi mil jao..aisa koi toh moka hoga…
Jis terah mene teri rah taki hai barso..
Yu kisi ne tera rasta nahi dekha hoga…!!

Le chal kahi iss duniya se door..
Jaha tu aur tera pyaar ho..
Nafrato ke iss jahan me,,
Na ab mera gujara hoga..
Kisi ke sapno me bhi aisa nhi..
Vo toh mere rab se bhi pyaara hoga…!

Aisa pyara koi hai bhi ya nahi..
Ya meri aankh ka ek dhoka hoga…!
Jis terah mene teri rah taki hai barso..
Yu kisi ne tera rasta nahi dekha hoga…!!

Some how I know tht u are not goin to come..coz nobody like you can exist..u r the dream which is too good to be true…..

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

खवाहिशे .....!!!!!


hiii frnds..chk out my new poem...

jisko, jiski khawahish ho ..kam milta hai..
khushiyo ki chahat me, udasi aur gam milta hai..!

yu toh lagta hai , ki kahi toh bhagvan hai..
par kabhi dil ye kehta hai,
bas ye naam hi naam hai...!

saari duniya hi mil jaye,,ye khawahish toh nahi..
bas jeene ka "vo" ek sahara hi mil jaye kahi...!

duaao me asar hai toh..
adhure sapno ka ehsaas kyu hai..?
sab kuch agar paas hai toh..
kuch paane ki pyaas kyu hai..?

har cheej insaan ke bas me nahi..
fir bhi dil, sab kuch paane ke liye ladta hai..
isse aage aur kya kahu..!
KABHI KABHI USS RAB PE CHODNA PADTA HAI...!!!!!