खुद से जुदा .....!!

Nwdays m feelin …like m sitting on a river shore ….waitin 4 sumone to sit wid me for a while…but not finding anyone….so m alone there….talkin to maself..(the thing I was missing a lot…) I hav plenty of tym to spend wid myself only but m not able to find…”ME”…..and actually I don’t want it even…I just wanna be so busy …tht I cud lost myself……I don’t know where…m not in the mood to be “me”…! wht I just need …is sumone else to find me…yupz …thts wht I want… its like m putting walls around my heart..n wanting sumone to break them…..m so stubborn na….?? yes I am…hw anybdy will break those walls..? everybody is so busy in their own life …n I think they should be …if nothing intresting is happening in my life…this is not their fault...so m expecting nothing… Is this blue feeling…? NO… its not…its pink feeling…hehehe…coz m a girl… “m silent ….want sumone to make me speak… M alone….want sumone to be wid me… M flying…..want sumone to hold my hand tight… M searching….want sumone on whom ..i have right….” N guys …the poem has no romantic sense…coz I hav lost tht sense I guess…so don’t take it tht way….it just …m missing “myself”…n nt able to find myself alone…. M sharing my feelings…doesn’t mean m upset…m fine…