A letter to GOD..

This post is for my …sweetest, purest, loveliest and coolest buddy ….” GOD”….
This the 2nd tym ..m doin this, but first one was (my 1st letter to god) realy a crap…I mentioned all the miseries of my life abt wht I don’t want or have….but I think my buddy deserves more than tht …hai na…
He works as a “control mechanism” for life…fill in the gaps..b/w standard and actual performance…I knw m talking like a MBA types…thts wht I am..:)
Today I just wanna thnx to “my god”…fulyyyyyy from my heart and soul…for the following reasons:

1. Firstly …I want to thank u…for making me like this…yeah realy …I bet nobdy can be like me..:) thnx for making me strong, brave…(believe me…I can take on anybdy…n anybdy means anybdy), sensible, friendly, confident, independent…a person who can stand for herself…( tht is realy rare u knw)…

2. Thnxx for giving me extraordinary sense of emotions, feelings….simplicity

3. Thnxx for giving me the ability to take lessons frm my mistakes..

4. Thnxx 4 givin me my not unnoticeable talents….singing, writing..

5. Thnxx 4 givin me the gift to respect the feelings of others n stick to the truth…
6. Thnx fo giving me the chance to love unconditionally..:)

7. Thnx fo making me innocent enuf so tht I cud bear the harshness of real world…

8. Thnx fo making me bit stupid n kiddish atleast I cud laugh over me for a while…

9. Thnxx for giving me the eyes which can see the beauty n actually I shd say feel the beauty of this wonderful world around us…nobdy else can do this lyk me…for sure…!

10. Thnx fo giving me the pleasure of both worlds…” dreamy world”…”real world”,,not everyone can see the as cute n sweet dreams as I see..:)

11. Thnx fo giving me “fears”…so tht I cud know…I have to go on….

12. And finally thnxxxxx for giving me a “b’ful heart”..which can feel the presence of “you” in it…

I alwys blamed u …for all my sorrow and misfortune in life…but I want to apologize to you seriously….coz I was wrong…whtever you do….u do it for our welfare…everything which happens …has a reason…reason for happiness..:)

And the last tym….thank you…for making me so special…coz only spcl. Person like me can praise myself…behalf of you…hehehe…

Guys …evrybdy can find his/her best buddy or tht connection wid god…just listen to ur “ inner call”,….wid closed eyes….tht works…!!
Hey…dear..i just love you…( finally I got someone to say…these 3 magical words…” I love you”..) and I realy mean it…!!!

CARTOON SAFARI…JOURNEY TO BACHPAN

Remember “gummy bears”…who used to live in small small house in trees, their fighting wid “oghurs”, making gummy juice..etc etc..


or kya aapko yaad hai..vo “Arabian nights”…”agraba” city, aladin, genie , n d b’ful jasmine n their frnds eyaago, abu , tht magical mat.


poora bachpan aankho k samne flash back hua na…yes..m talkin abt “world of cartoons” which was part of our childhood…!!



Cartoons ki duniya kitni colorful n cute hoti hai.



Whether it is Scooby dooby doo…ducktails, winny the pooh, tin tin n soo on..they were all our best tym pass.



I toh ab bhi feel delighted watchin cartoons. Aapko “mogli “toh yaad hai na…?? n tht song “ jungle jungle baat chali hai”..this song was like..National anthem for children..:) vo baghera, sherkhan ..sab jaane pehchane hai..

Or let me remind u “ uncle scrooze” ..tht money minded duck..n his 3 lil nephews ..so funny.


Poora Sunday bas inhi cartoons k naam hota tha..tea, biscuits n …….cartoons…!!


And pehle not everybody had TV ,..so sum of my frnds used to cum to our place..n tht made cartoons more enjoyable..
I personally lyk cartoons bcoz..everything is possible in their life, u can hav a tree house, u can fly n wht not..n every story has a positive end wid so simplicity…ye cartoons kabhi kabhi bahut badi badi baate sikha dete hai ..vo bhi haste haste…!
Me writing this post…just to remind u the best tym v had in our childhood..n tht tym wud hav been incomplete widout the contribution of cartoons…so enjoy remembering “ era of innocence”….!!

अब याद आते है.....!!

जो पल बीते साथ में.
फिसलती रेत हो जैसे हाथ में..
अब याद आते है...!


हर बात बताने की जल्दी...
सब कुछ कह जाने की जल्दी...
अब याद आते है..



कभी खूब हसना ..
और कभी कभी रोना..
दोस्तों से नाराज होने का जैसे हक होना...
अब याद आते है..

वो पुराने से दिन..
वो पल छिन...
अब याद आते है..




जो गुजर गये..
फिर न आने के लिए ...
दे गये यादे , खो जाने के लिए...
अब याद आते है...!

पास है दूर , रहके भी..
जो नहीं है..भूल जाने के लिए....!
अब याद आते है...



वो बेफिक्री की जिन्दगी...
वो परिंदों सा जीवन...
अब याद आते है...!

पेड़ की छाया में..
गप्पे लड़ाते हम ..
अब याद आते है...


कभी न बिछड़ेंगे ...
देंगे साथ हर दम..
दोस्ती के वो मौसम..
अब याद आते है....

इन यादो के सहारे..
आगे बढ़ते जाते है..
फिर लौटेंगे दिन वो पुराने..
दिल को ये समझाते है...


दोस्त न सही ..
दोस्ती साथ रहती है...
ऐसी दोस्ती को दिल में बसाए जाते है..!

दिल पे दस्तक देकर, मन में जो बस जाते है...
वहीँ पल...अब याद आते है...!!

hmmmmm...:)

i always wanted to write abt this, but used to think ..its personal...but my blog is also my personal thing...so i can share here....abt my kinda person......for whom i hav been waiting..
if i hav to write down d meaning of my life...there wil b 3 purpose:
1. to bcum independent person, having my own identity...
2. open my own NGO n working for ppl. who need help.
3...n the last one but most imp. to get the love of d person ..m waiting for...d person of my dream.
i knw m goin to get him so soon bcoz this is sumthin i realy want from my heart...
its realy tough 4 me to describe, d qualities ,...he shd hav...bt for eg:

*he shd b handsum,tall,dark or fair bt some charm shd b there...
*hmmmm...he shd b sensitive.responsilble, understanding, carin n romantic...
*he shd respect women n family values..
*he shd hav some hobby or passion in his life...like singing, sports, playing guitar...agar singer ho toh better...
*he shd hav gud sense of humor, shd know wht love is all abt.
*n ha if he resembles ranbir kapur tht wud b gr8...
*his voice shd b manly...
*dressing sense shd b gud...soft hearted person...
*he shd b lyk "ranbir raj" of movie sawariaa...or swades ka "mohan" bhi i lyk...
*one more thing he shd b crazy abt me..
areeeee baba ek baat toh bhool he gyi...he will hav to sing" tera hone laga hoo"...for me...
even thoughts abt him makes me happy....

it just happens.............

hey m back after a long break.. i wrote this one in my exam time...i know m being repetetive but kya kare.. love topic he aisa hai...its magical...love just happens.

you don't force urself to fall in it...
you can't deleberately feel it...
its magical........
love just happens....!!

your last dream told you..
whats your last desire....
its hard to describe...
how to admire.....
its magical........
love just happens....!!


its tough to give up...
even tougher to take up..
its not whom u want to sleep with...
its with whom u want to wake up....
its magical........
love just happens....!!

when u listen the music wind is playing..
having faith in someone..
as if u have got everything u needed...
look its magical...
love just happens...!!

it keeps u goin ....
make u happy ever...
feels like...what u felt never...
hmmm...its magical..
love just happens..!!

when u smile ...its rain..
a beautiful purpose to attain...
fall in once...for rising again...
are u feeling the magic...
coz...its magical...
love just happens....!!...kyu ho gya na...:)

" a good way"..

The movie “twilight” inspired me to write this. I imagined a situation n thn i created this poem. I supposed tht there is a girl who love a guy so much. They are in love unconditionally. Girl gets to know tht she is goin to die. Tht guy also know this fact tht she will leave him for ever... n than what she feels i described in my poem....





I never thought how wud i die...
may i die to place of someone i love..
than death would be pleasure...
Devine wud be that day..
hey..it seems gud way...

I ‘ll be so lucky
My end wud take me closer to you..
I won’t be loosing you...
Coz than i ‘ll be one in you...
Darkest may be that night...
Brightest wud be that day..
Yes...it seems a gud way.....

This wud not apart us..
Coz..i can’t afford to be without you ever..
Rather its a chance to get you forever...
Forgettable wud be that night
Memorable wud be that day...
Realy ...it seems a gud way....

I don’t regrate that m going..
I know i loved you at my best...
But wanted few more moments with you...
Guess ..its a dream...but i want it to be true...
M helpless to say...that ...i love you....


I never thought how wud i die...
may i die to place of someone i love..
than death would be pleasure...
Devine wud be that day..
hey..it seems a gr8 way...

"Death of a dream"

hwn someone dies ...everybody gets to know..
but when a dream dies..only that person can understand wid in whom it is being died..
its a amazing subject to write about...though its negetive but beautiful...i hav done gud job..:)

I may seem happy
I may be enjoying
but something has died inside me...
I think...its a death of a dream..!


It used to make me smile
used to give me rest for while
It feels like empty inside...
coz its a death of a dream..!

I am walking in dark
searching for light
just let it pass...
there was..death of a dream..!

hard to accept
harder to forget..
it was part of my life for long..
how to face..death of a dream..!

I couldn't get it back
nothing comes if it is gone
thats why i say..its a death of a dream..!

the most beautiful place..
an innocent heart
now has become a grave..
yes..its a death of a dream..!


will i get it again??
will it be possible??
my heart beats so loud.
I request it to be silent
coz..its a death of a dream..!