खुद से जुदा .....!!

Nwdays m feelin …like m sitting on a river shore ….waitin 4 sumone to sit wid me for a while…but not finding anyone….so m alone there….talkin to maself..(the thing I was missing a lot…) I hav plenty of tym to spend wid myself only but m not able to find…”ME”…..and actually I don’t want it even…I just wanna be so busy …tht I cud lost myself……I don’t know where…m not in the mood to be “me”…! wht I just need …is sumone else to find me…yupz …thts wht I want… its like m putting walls around my heart..n wanting sumone to break them…..m so stubborn na….?? yes I am…hw anybdy will break those walls..? everybody is so busy in their own life …n I think they should be …if nothing intresting is happening in my life…this is not their fault...so m expecting nothing… Is this blue feeling…? NO… its not…its pink feeling…hehehe…coz m a girl… “m silent ….want sumone to make me speak… M alone….want sumone to be wid me… M flying…..want sumone to hold my hand tight… M searching….want sumone on whom ..i have right….” N guys …the poem has no romantic sense…coz I hav lost tht sense I guess…so don’t take it tht way….it just …m missing “myself”…n nt able to find myself alone…. M sharing my feelings…doesn’t mean m upset…m fine…

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है.....!

I knw this line is testimony of Mr. Amitabh Bachchan…”kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai…”
Bt kabhi kabhi mere dil me bhi khayal aata hai…

Ki khoobsurat , rangeen , jadu si lagne vali ye jindgi…itni aasan bhi nahi…

Kabhi kabhi kuch bhi achha nahi lagta…aur kabhi sab kuch bahut pyaara lagta hai…

Kabhi kabhi…jeene ka koi maksad nahi milta…aur kabhi jindgi sabhi armaano ko poora karne ka jariya lagti hai…


Kabhi kabhi sabhi sawalo ke javaab jante hue bhi..khud se vahi sawaal karne ka dil karta hai…milte hue bhi khud se bichhadne ka dil karta hai…

Kabhi kabhi sab apne lagte hai..kabhi sab kuch begaana sa lagta hai..bheed me hote hue bhi mann darta hai..


Kabhi kabhi akelapan majboot banata hai…aur kabhi khokhla sa karta hai…

I mean these things r revolving around my mind…

I don hav solution for this prob..but fir bhi aise he “kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai…”!!