Nwdays m feelin …like m sitting on a river shore ….waitin 4 sumone to sit wid me for a while…but not finding anyone….so m alone there….talkin to maself..(the thing I was missing a lot…) I hav plenty of tym to spend wid myself only but m not able to find…”ME”…..and actually I don’t want it even…I just wanna be so busy …tht I cud lost myself……I don’t know where…m not in the mood to be “me”…! wht I just need …is sumone else to find me…yupz …thts wht I want… its like m putting walls around my heart..n wanting sumone to break them…..m so stubborn na….?? yes I am…hw anybdy will break those walls..? everybody is so busy in their own life …n I think they should be …if nothing intresting is happening in my life…this is not their fault...so m expecting nothing… Is this blue feeling…? NO… its not…its pink feeling…hehehe…coz m a girl… “m silent ….want sumone to make me speak… M alone….want sumone to be wid me… M flying…..want sumone to hold my hand tight… M searching….want sumone on whom ..i have right….” N guys …the poem has no romantic sense…coz I hav lost tht sense I guess…so don’t take it tht way….it just …m missing “myself”…n nt able to find myself alone…. M sharing my feelings…doesn’t mean m upset…m fine…
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है.....!
I knw this line is testimony of Mr. Amitabh Bachchan…”kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai…”
Bt kabhi kabhi mere dil me bhi khayal aata hai…
Ki khoobsurat , rangeen , jadu si lagne vali ye jindgi…itni aasan bhi nahi…
Kabhi kabhi kuch bhi achha nahi lagta…aur kabhi sab kuch bahut pyaara lagta hai…
Kabhi kabhi…jeene ka koi maksad nahi milta…aur kabhi jindgi sabhi armaano ko poora karne ka jariya lagti hai…
Kabhi kabhi sabhi sawalo ke javaab jante hue bhi..khud se vahi sawaal karne ka dil karta hai…milte hue bhi khud se bichhadne ka dil karta hai…
Kabhi kabhi sab apne lagte hai..kabhi sab kuch begaana sa lagta hai..bheed me hote hue bhi mann darta hai..
Kabhi kabhi akelapan majboot banata hai…aur kabhi khokhla sa karta hai…
I mean these things r revolving around my mind…
I don hav solution for this prob..but fir bhi aise he “kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai…”!!
Bt kabhi kabhi mere dil me bhi khayal aata hai…
Ki khoobsurat , rangeen , jadu si lagne vali ye jindgi…itni aasan bhi nahi…
Kabhi kabhi kuch bhi achha nahi lagta…aur kabhi sab kuch bahut pyaara lagta hai…
Kabhi kabhi…jeene ka koi maksad nahi milta…aur kabhi jindgi sabhi armaano ko poora karne ka jariya lagti hai…
Kabhi kabhi sabhi sawalo ke javaab jante hue bhi..khud se vahi sawaal karne ka dil karta hai…milte hue bhi khud se bichhadne ka dil karta hai…
Kabhi kabhi sab apne lagte hai..kabhi sab kuch begaana sa lagta hai..bheed me hote hue bhi mann darta hai..
Kabhi kabhi akelapan majboot banata hai…aur kabhi khokhla sa karta hai…
I mean these things r revolving around my mind…
I don hav solution for this prob..but fir bhi aise he “kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai…”!!
Thursday, October 14, 2010
happiness
I asked a child ..what makes you happy…a chocolate ice-cream…he said…!
I asked to parents what makes them happy…they said when their children do well in life…!
A fine art piece gives happiness to an artist…!
Happiness for a businessmen is when his company earns profit…!!
Whether I ask each and every person of this world…answer would be the same..if their desires get fulfilled…, they are happy..!
Desires, expectations have a strong relation with happiness but happiness should not be dependent on desires…it just a way…not the destination.
wishes can be many or less but happiness derive from it, is always enormous…the joy of getting a candy for a child is same as the excitement of winning the lottery for a man.
No meters, kilometers, inches nothing….there is no measurement for happiness…it’s a feeling..! only a smile and cheerful heart say everything.
Having a Mercedes, swimming pool, sea facing bunglow can’t guarantee “happiness” !
We don’t/shouldn’t need to have worldly pleasure for happiness. Happiness comes from within. If a list is prepared for happiness. The richest person can be …last and a poor farmer …first…! So happiness is not the legacy of rich people only.
Live for the moments, don’t wait for big milestones…because while waiting for one….you will lose millions of small small moments..full of happiness.
what it means to be happy and what it takes to achieve happiness? These are important questions for anyone who is seeking happiness to ask themselves.
some ppl believe that they are destined to b unhappy, they don't deserve happyness. but they are realy wrong everybody deserves to be happy. for this self actualization is realy important . your happyness is your responsibility. it is being in love with living
"Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself."
This definition of happiness by Og Mandino
we will have to give full credit to Mr. Og Mandino for sharing such a b'ful definition with us.
Sometimes we lose our happiness by comparing ourselves with someone, who may be better then us...but just accept yourself is the key…! And not only accepting…do it with pride. You are so special in your own way..so never regret for what you are and don’t compare yourself with anybody and you will be happy forever.
Now Lets think like a mature person..Imagine you are a business man who has lost everything in recession. And you are facing a worse situation. Now what will you do????
Will you start believing that nothing can be done, I have lost it??
Or will you do suicide, because the loan you have taken from the market???
I have not mentioned positive options here because, in these kind of conditions, we get drowned in negativity. And we all have read that people have committed suicide during recession… but for a while we must think of GOD. He has given us a b’ful life to live. Love this life and I should write in block letters that …LOVE YOURSELF….this is the only way to be happy..!
We all know “happiness lies with in us”…but there are certain things called “happiness boosters” which make you happy in daily life. For ex.
! do what you love to do. Listen your favorite music, travel, sing, write, play , watch movies…and so on. You will be happy from your heart.
!try to help some one in need. It is said that if you want to cheer yourself up…cheer someone else up..
! Sometimes behave like a kid, think like a kid…give rest to professional inside you.
!at least take out 15 min. once a day, to think about your life.
! Learn to forgive others and yourself too.
!and finally think simply, live simply…!
Just forget..reasons to be sad, unhappy .do one commitment to yourself that you will smile in all condition…half of the problems will be solved now and then. When you feel happiness in your heart , you spread it all over and create a positive environment.
I asked to parents what makes them happy…they said when their children do well in life…!
A fine art piece gives happiness to an artist…!
Happiness for a businessmen is when his company earns profit…!!
Whether I ask each and every person of this world…answer would be the same..if their desires get fulfilled…, they are happy..!
Desires, expectations have a strong relation with happiness but happiness should not be dependent on desires…it just a way…not the destination.
wishes can be many or less but happiness derive from it, is always enormous…the joy of getting a candy for a child is same as the excitement of winning the lottery for a man.
No meters, kilometers, inches nothing….there is no measurement for happiness…it’s a feeling..! only a smile and cheerful heart say everything.
Having a Mercedes, swimming pool, sea facing bunglow can’t guarantee “happiness” !
We don’t/shouldn’t need to have worldly pleasure for happiness. Happiness comes from within. If a list is prepared for happiness. The richest person can be …last and a poor farmer …first…! So happiness is not the legacy of rich people only.
Live for the moments, don’t wait for big milestones…because while waiting for one….you will lose millions of small small moments..full of happiness.
what it means to be happy and what it takes to achieve happiness? These are important questions for anyone who is seeking happiness to ask themselves.
some ppl believe that they are destined to b unhappy, they don't deserve happyness. but they are realy wrong everybody deserves to be happy. for this self actualization is realy important . your happyness is your responsibility. it is being in love with living
"Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself."
This definition of happiness by Og Mandino
we will have to give full credit to Mr. Og Mandino for sharing such a b'ful definition with us.
Sometimes we lose our happiness by comparing ourselves with someone, who may be better then us...but just accept yourself is the key…! And not only accepting…do it with pride. You are so special in your own way..so never regret for what you are and don’t compare yourself with anybody and you will be happy forever.
Now Lets think like a mature person..Imagine you are a business man who has lost everything in recession. And you are facing a worse situation. Now what will you do????
Will you start believing that nothing can be done, I have lost it??
Or will you do suicide, because the loan you have taken from the market???
I have not mentioned positive options here because, in these kind of conditions, we get drowned in negativity. And we all have read that people have committed suicide during recession… but for a while we must think of GOD. He has given us a b’ful life to live. Love this life and I should write in block letters that …LOVE YOURSELF….this is the only way to be happy..!
We all know “happiness lies with in us”…but there are certain things called “happiness boosters” which make you happy in daily life. For ex.
! do what you love to do. Listen your favorite music, travel, sing, write, play , watch movies…and so on. You will be happy from your heart.
!try to help some one in need. It is said that if you want to cheer yourself up…cheer someone else up..
! Sometimes behave like a kid, think like a kid…give rest to professional inside you.
!at least take out 15 min. once a day, to think about your life.
! Learn to forgive others and yourself too.
!and finally think simply, live simply…!
Just forget..reasons to be sad, unhappy .do one commitment to yourself that you will smile in all condition…half of the problems will be solved now and then. When you feel happiness in your heart , you spread it all over and create a positive environment.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
“don’t get angry”
IMAGE: the sun at its extreme fire, with burning flames and aggressive as if ready to wipe out anything which comes its way.
REFLECTION: the person, anger affects the most, is one who is angry …!
“Anger” is such a strong emotion…because we give all our positive energy to it and are left with “negativity”….!!
Just read the image once again, the sun which has the power to destroy anything by its fire…burns itself too. ..!! Similarly, the one, who is angry, is not harming anyone else but himself. So the worst thing we can do with ourselves is to “get angry”….!
Why we get angry?????... it seems a very easy question…we can give thousands of reasons that what makes us gnashing our teeth …but have we ever thought that, “why should we get angry”…. “why we have to react in that manner only”…”why to take things so seriously and offensively”… “Why to be a magnet for negative emotions”…??
In short …when we know, that our ‘anger’ will not going to change anything about concerning situation or person…than why to get angry.
It is true , that there are certain situations and behaviors that are really unavoidable and demand for a hostile reaction from your side …but it doesn’t mean at all that your “aggressive reaction” will be the ultimate solution of any problem…so when “anger” is not the vital solution of any trouble…its better to leave it…and take decisions from a cool and calm mind which is more likely to give a positive way out .
So…whenever you loose your control over your nerves and get angry, instead of thinking “this makes me angry” .just think “why should get angry”…and its not for your enemy’s welfare …its for you…
Care for yourself and “don’t get angry” remember one thing…
“Don't let no small frustration
Ever bring you down…
Just take a situation
And turn it all around
With a new attitude everything can change
Make it how you want it to be
Stay mad, why do that? Give yourself a break
Laugh about it and you'll see the change…
Why be sad broken hearted?
There's so much to do
Life is hard or it's a party
The choice is up to you”…
Saturday, September 25, 2010
A letter to GOD..
This post is for my …sweetest, purest, loveliest and coolest buddy ….” GOD”….
This the 2nd tym ..m doin this, but first one was (my 1st letter to god) realy a crap…I mentioned all the miseries of my life abt wht I don’t want or have….but I think my buddy deserves more than tht …hai na…
He works as a “control mechanism” for life…fill in the gaps..b/w standard and actual performance…I knw m talking like a MBA types…thts wht I am..:)
Today I just wanna thnx to “my god”…fulyyyyyy from my heart and soul…for the following reasons:
1. Firstly …I want to thank u…for making me like this…yeah realy …I bet nobdy can be like me..:) thnx for making me strong, brave…(believe me…I can take on anybdy…n anybdy means anybdy), sensible, friendly, confident, independent…a person who can stand for herself…( tht is realy rare u knw)…
2. Thnxx for giving me extraordinary sense of emotions, feelings….simplicity
3. Thnxx for giving me the ability to take lessons frm my mistakes..
4. Thnxx 4 givin me my not unnoticeable talents….singing, writing..
5. Thnxx 4 givin me the gift to respect the feelings of others n stick to the truth…
6. Thnx fo giving me the chance to love unconditionally..:)
7. Thnx fo making me innocent enuf so tht I cud bear the harshness of real world…
8. Thnx fo making me bit stupid n kiddish atleast I cud laugh over me for a while…
9. Thnxx for giving me the eyes which can see the beauty n actually I shd say feel the beauty of this wonderful world around us…nobdy else can do this lyk me…for sure…!
10. Thnx fo giving me the pleasure of both worlds…” dreamy world”…”real world”,,not everyone can see the as cute n sweet dreams as I see..:)
11. Thnx fo giving me “fears”…so tht I cud know…I have to go on….
12. And finally thnxxxxx for giving me a “b’ful heart”..which can feel the presence of “you” in it…
I alwys blamed u …for all my sorrow and misfortune in life…but I want to apologize to you seriously….coz I was wrong…whtever you do….u do it for our welfare…everything which happens …has a reason…reason for happiness..:)
And the last tym….thank you…for making me so special…coz only spcl. Person like me can praise myself…behalf of you…hehehe…
Guys …evrybdy can find his/her best buddy or tht connection wid god…just listen to ur “ inner call”,….wid closed eyes….tht works…!!
Hey…dear..i just love you…( finally I got someone to say…these 3 magical words…” I love you”..) and I realy mean it…!!!
Saturday, September 11, 2010
CARTOON SAFARI…JOURNEY TO BACHPAN
Remember “gummy bears”…who used to live in small small house in trees, their fighting wid “oghurs”, making gummy juice..etc etc..
or kya aapko yaad hai..vo “Arabian nights”…”agraba” city, aladin, genie , n d b’ful jasmine n their frnds eyaago, abu , tht magical mat.
poora bachpan aankho k samne flash back hua na…yes..m talkin abt “world of cartoons” which was part of our childhood…!!
Cartoons ki duniya kitni colorful n cute hoti hai.
Whether it is Scooby dooby doo…ducktails, winny the pooh, tin tin n soo on..they were all our best tym pass.
I toh ab bhi feel delighted watchin cartoons. Aapko “mogli “toh yaad hai na…?? n tht song “ jungle jungle baat chali hai”..this song was like..National anthem for children..:) vo baghera, sherkhan ..sab jaane pehchane hai..
Or let me remind u “ uncle scrooze” ..tht money minded duck..n his 3 lil nephews ..so funny.
Poora Sunday bas inhi cartoons k naam hota tha..tea, biscuits n …….cartoons…!!
And pehle not everybody had TV ,..so sum of my frnds used to cum to our place..n tht made cartoons more enjoyable..
I personally lyk cartoons bcoz..everything is possible in their life, u can hav a tree house, u can fly n wht not..n every story has a positive end wid so simplicity…ye cartoons kabhi kabhi bahut badi badi baate sikha dete hai ..vo bhi haste haste…!
Me writing this post…just to remind u the best tym v had in our childhood..n tht tym wud hav been incomplete widout the contribution of cartoons…so enjoy remembering “ era of innocence”….!!
Friday, September 3, 2010
अब याद आते है.....!!
जो पल बीते साथ में.
फिसलती रेत हो जैसे हाथ में..
अब याद आते है...!
हर बात बताने की जल्दी...
सब कुछ कह जाने की जल्दी...
अब याद आते है..
कभी खूब हसना ..
और कभी कभी रोना..
दोस्तों से नाराज होने का जैसे हक होना...
अब याद आते है..
वो पुराने से दिन..
वो पल छिन...
अब याद आते है..
जो गुजर गये..
फिर न आने के लिए ...
दे गये यादे , खो जाने के लिए...
अब याद आते है...!
पास है दूर , रहके भी..
जो नहीं है..भूल जाने के लिए....!
अब याद आते है...
वो बेफिक्री की जिन्दगी...
वो परिंदों सा जीवन...
अब याद आते है...!
पेड़ की छाया में..
गप्पे लड़ाते हम ..
अब याद आते है...
कभी न बिछड़ेंगे ...
देंगे साथ हर दम..
दोस्ती के वो मौसम..
अब याद आते है....
इन यादो के सहारे..
आगे बढ़ते जाते है..
फिर लौटेंगे दिन वो पुराने..
दिल को ये समझाते है...
दोस्त न सही ..
दोस्ती साथ रहती है...
ऐसी दोस्ती को दिल में बसाए जाते है..!
दिल पे दस्तक देकर, मन में जो बस जाते है...
वहीँ पल...अब याद आते है...!!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
hmmmmm...:)
i always wanted to write abt this, but used to think ..its personal...but my blog is also my personal thing...so i can share here....abt my kinda person......for whom i hav been waiting..
if i hav to write down d meaning of my life...there wil b 3 purpose:
1. to bcum independent person, having my own identity...
2. open my own NGO n working for ppl. who need help.
3...n the last one but most imp. to get the love of d person ..m waiting for...d person of my dream.
i knw m goin to get him so soon bcoz this is sumthin i realy want from my heart...
its realy tough 4 me to describe, d qualities ,...he shd hav...bt for eg:
*he shd b handsum,tall,dark or fair bt some charm shd b there...
*hmmmm...he shd b sensitive.responsilble, understanding, carin n romantic...
*he shd respect women n family values..
*he shd hav some hobby or passion in his life...like singing, sports, playing guitar...agar singer ho toh better...
*he shd hav gud sense of humor, shd know wht love is all abt.
*n ha if he resembles ranbir kapur tht wud b gr8...
*his voice shd b manly...
*dressing sense shd b gud...soft hearted person...
*he shd b lyk "ranbir raj" of movie sawariaa...or swades ka "mohan" bhi i lyk...
*one more thing he shd b crazy abt me..
areeeee baba ek baat toh bhool he gyi...he will hav to sing" tera hone laga hoo"...for me...
even thoughts abt him makes me happy....
Thursday, August 12, 2010
it just happens.............
hey m back after a long break.. i wrote this one in my exam time...i know m being repetetive but kya kare.. love topic he aisa hai...its magical...love just happens.
you don't force urself to fall in it...
you can't deleberately feel it...
its magical........
love just happens....!!
your last dream told you..
whats your last desire....
its hard to describe...
how to admire.....
its magical........
love just happens....!!
its tough to give up...
even tougher to take up..
its not whom u want to sleep with...
its with whom u want to wake up....
its magical........
love just happens....!!
when u listen the music wind is playing..
having faith in someone..
as if u have got everything u needed...
look its magical...
love just happens...!!
it keeps u goin ....
make u happy ever...
feels like...what u felt never...
hmmm...its magical..
love just happens..!!
when u smile ...its rain..
a beautiful purpose to attain...
fall in once...for rising again...
are u feeling the magic...
coz...its magical...
love just happens....!!...kyu ho gya na...:)
Monday, July 5, 2010
" a good way"..
The movie “twilight” inspired me to write this. I imagined a situation n thn i created this poem. I supposed tht there is a girl who love a guy so much. They are in love unconditionally. Girl gets to know tht she is goin to die. Tht guy also know this fact tht she will leave him for ever... n than what she feels i described in my poem....
I never thought how wud i die...
may i die to place of someone i love..
than death would be pleasure...
Devine wud be that day..
hey..it seems gud way...
I ‘ll be so lucky
My end wud take me closer to you..
I won’t be loosing you...
Coz than i ‘ll be one in you...
Darkest may be that night...
Brightest wud be that day..
Yes...it seems a gud way.....
This wud not apart us..
Coz..i can’t afford to be without you ever..
Rather its a chance to get you forever...
Forgettable wud be that night
Memorable wud be that day...
Realy ...it seems a gud way....
I don’t regrate that m going..
I know i loved you at my best...
But wanted few more moments with you...
Guess ..its a dream...but i want it to be true...
M helpless to say...that ...i love you....
I never thought how wud i die...
may i die to place of someone i love..
than death would be pleasure...
Devine wud be that day..
hey..it seems a gr8 way...
Saturday, July 3, 2010
"Death of a dream"
hwn someone dies ...everybody gets to know..
but when a dream dies..only that person can understand wid in whom it is being died..
its a amazing subject to write about...though its negetive but beautiful...i hav done gud job..:)
I may seem happy
I may be enjoying
but something has died inside me...
I think...its a death of a dream..!
It used to make me smile
used to give me rest for while
It feels like empty inside...
coz its a death of a dream..!
I am walking in dark
searching for light
just let it pass...
there was..death of a dream..!
hard to accept
harder to forget..
it was part of my life for long..
how to face..death of a dream..!
I couldn't get it back
nothing comes if it is gone
thats why i say..its a death of a dream..!
the most beautiful place..
an innocent heart
now has become a grave..
yes..its a death of a dream..!
will i get it again??
will it be possible??
my heart beats so loud.
I request it to be silent
coz..its a death of a dream..!
Monday, June 28, 2010
Mera gam...
its always ME, MYSELF,MY PROBLEMS, MY DESTINY, MY BADLUCK...we never think out of this "my world"phenomenon...yeah v nvr do...!!
v believe that "humse jyada is duniya me koi dukhi nahi"...,"saare k saare dukh bhagvan ne hamare khate me dal diye".., "y god is doin dis with me"..
apni probs itni badi lagti hai ki..apna saara gussa ..all d anger v put on our destiny..
but just for a minute ...kya hamne kabhi socha hai ki iss itni badi duniya me kuch aise log bhi hai jo raat ko bhookhe sone pe majboor hai, kuch aise bhi hai jo kabhi school nahi ja pate, jinke paas koi ghar nahi hai...noo v never thought..
hamare liye toh ham hi sabse bade dukhi hai..
hame toh khush hona chaahiye ki hamare paas kitna kuch hai,
hum se bhi kahi jyada dukhi log are present in this world.soo b hpy for wht u hav...
hum khudse bade logo ko dekh kar dukhi hote hai...but khud se neecho ko dekhne pe hi pata chalta hai..ki wht v have.
thank.. god for the gifts he has given us....!!
n always remember that...
"duniya me kitna gam hai...mera gam kitna kam hai"...!!
kisi ko jindgi ki hasrat hai..
kisi ko khushiyo ki chahat hai..
koi kismat ka maara hai
toh kahi bichadne ka matam hai.
mera gam kitna kam hai...!
apni jholi sada khali lagi
khuda ka khudse apnapan kam laga..
par yaha aasuo se bheega sabhi ka daaman hai.
mera gam kitna kam hai..!
apne sare sapne adhure lage..
ummed lagi chhoti..
ghar yaha aise bhi hai ..
jaha nahi hai roti.
haalato ka maara unka mann hai..
mera gam kitna kam hai..!
sab kuch hote hue bhi hame kam lagta hai..
doosro ka jeevan aasaan lagta hai..
har koi lad raha hai yaha..
aankh sabhi ki nam hai..
mera gam kitna kam hai..!
v believe that "humse jyada is duniya me koi dukhi nahi"...,"saare k saare dukh bhagvan ne hamare khate me dal diye".., "y god is doin dis with me"..
apni probs itni badi lagti hai ki..apna saara gussa ..all d anger v put on our destiny..
but just for a minute ...kya hamne kabhi socha hai ki iss itni badi duniya me kuch aise log bhi hai jo raat ko bhookhe sone pe majboor hai, kuch aise bhi hai jo kabhi school nahi ja pate, jinke paas koi ghar nahi hai...noo v never thought..
hamare liye toh ham hi sabse bade dukhi hai..
hame toh khush hona chaahiye ki hamare paas kitna kuch hai,
hum se bhi kahi jyada dukhi log are present in this world.soo b hpy for wht u hav...
hum khudse bade logo ko dekh kar dukhi hote hai...but khud se neecho ko dekhne pe hi pata chalta hai..ki wht v have.
thank.. god for the gifts he has given us....!!
n always remember that...
"duniya me kitna gam hai...mera gam kitna kam hai"...!!
kisi ko jindgi ki hasrat hai..
kisi ko khushiyo ki chahat hai..
koi kismat ka maara hai
toh kahi bichadne ka matam hai.
mera gam kitna kam hai...!
apni jholi sada khali lagi
khuda ka khudse apnapan kam laga..
par yaha aasuo se bheega sabhi ka daaman hai.
mera gam kitna kam hai..!
apne sare sapne adhure lage..
ummed lagi chhoti..
ghar yaha aise bhi hai ..
jaha nahi hai roti.
haalato ka maara unka mann hai..
mera gam kitna kam hai..!
sab kuch hote hue bhi hame kam lagta hai..
doosro ka jeevan aasaan lagta hai..
har koi lad raha hai yaha..
aankh sabhi ki nam hai..
mera gam kitna kam hai..!
Friday, June 25, 2010
THANKS MY FRIEND...
I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT WE SHOULD NOT WASTE A MOMENT TO SAY UR CLOSE ONES "THANXX".
SHOW UR AFFECTION AS MUCH U CAN...:)M DOIN THE SAME.
Thanks......for being there for me
For all the times “you” listened when I
Needed someone to simply hear me out...
For the times you stood up for me and
Shared my thoughts
Without passing judgements
For all the ways “you”
Thought me that I
Was an important and valuable person....
I am very grateful to “you”
For you have helped me , in
More ways than
You‘ ll never know...
I wish I had a magic wand
That i could just wave
In “your” direction
And make everything
Better..
I wish I could sprinkle
Some star dust
That would erase every problem
That comes “your” way
If only I could get my hands an a magic
Lamp
And rub it until a genie appeared
I would ask to put an end to all your worries.
And bring great
Happiness for “you”
I really don’t know any magic but
If deep feelings and warm thoughts can help,
There’s definitely some wonder
Working stuff headed your way...my friend.
Monday, June 14, 2010
"PRIYANKA".....:)
PRIYANKA..... accordin to google meaning..it means beautiful symbol or act...! now what “priyanka” actually means ???..who else can tell this better than ME....:)
Main hamesha se aisi nahi thi jaisi aaj hu...pehle thodi alag thi ...thodi aur paagal...:)..!! kuch similarities hai aaj bhi...
Jab chhoti thi toh i was crazy abt films, celebrities, music n dance....dewaani thi bilkul...i used to see impossible dreams..bahut bade sapne..n vo bhi without planning. Train me travel karna muje bahut pasand tha. I just love rain tab bhi n ab bhi...! pehle bhi me apni life aise hi jeeti thi...with full of dreams n philosophy...
I used to collect filmstars photos, sochti thi main konsi heroine ki tarah dikhti hu..hahaha..apni saari tension bhagvan ko de rakhi thi... manti thi aage ki lyf bahut achhi n spcl. Hone vali hai..muje kuch nahi karna padega ...bhgvan hai na..vo sab kuch kar denge..jyada frnds nahi the mere . apni duniya me he rehti thi...wanna share a funny incident...baat unn dino ki hai..whn i was totally mad abt movies. I was in class 5th n one day i got to know tht filmstars actually don’t sing, they just do lip-sync.i was soo attached to them that i realy shocked ...kuch dino ke liye..mera interest he khatam ho gya tha films se...:) u knw yahi baat apni bilkul pasand nahi..me kuch jyaada he dil laga leti hu cheejo se..thats why i can’t leave them easily.
Hmmmm...aaj bhi thodi pehle jaisi he hu..but ab janti hu ki bhagvan sab kuch nahi karte, hame bhi kafi kuch karna padta hai aur ha..ab muje ye tension bilkul nahi ki me kis heroine ki tarah lagti hu..:) jaisi hu ...achhi hu....! aaj bhi sapno ke pankh lagakar door kahi chali jati hu..but shayad unpe itna believe nahi karti..yahi toh difference hai. ..when v are child.everythin is possible n when v grow up..everythin seems difficult. ..vaise kabhi kabhi vo purani vali priyanka new priyanka ko overtake kar leti hai..for eg. Aaj bhi kisi gud lukin hero ki crazy fan ban jati hu...vo kehte hai na..” kuch cheeje kabhi nahi badalti”...!:)
Very less ppl. Understand me...m a bit rebel inside.. i like to do things in my way...life me kuch principle hai ..jo bahut imp. Hai mere liye. I do everythin from my heart..n expect others to do the same..tht is why sumtyms i get amazed ..when sumone’s behave emotionlessly.
The thing i like abt myself is ..me apne liye logo se bahut kam expect karti hu..isliye koi mere liye thoda bhi karta hai..toh it means lot to me...!!
I always wanted tht my life shd be like movies..beautiful charecters ,happy endings, awesum scenes...yeah..it is like movie...but without hero..hahaha...it compels me to think..” yaar vaisa toh nahi ho raha jaisa socha tha”..:)anyways..” picture abhi baaki hai mere dost”..
So yahi PRIYANKA hai..” simple, filmi, full of dreams n ha pyari...( maloom hai thodi taarif kar rahi hu apni but itna toh banta hai na..ye article jo mene likha hai...):::::
Friday, June 11, 2010
"RAAJNEETI"
“Raajneeti” the word says everything itself. We all have been grown up listening this word but i understood the real meaning of “ Raajneeti” after watching the prakash jha’s movie “ Raajneeti”.
Movie has plotted around a political family and tells about the political games they played. In the movie everybody was running behind a goal to achieve and were ready to do anything for this.in this “raajneeti” no one cares for the relationships,emotions, love and feelings rather they are using each others.
We also see these kind of people in real life. Where they play games, use people and their emotions. These people will not pay attention to you if unless you can be used for them. (anyways their conscious know what they are doing). It seems that love and affection has been evacuated from this world. Here nobody cares for other’s feeling. People have become destructively selfish. They just wanna their work to be done . it is said that ,”love people and use things...but nowdays, “ things are being loved and people are being used.”..realy true.
I am still a kid to understand this world. Why can’t love be the base of every relation. Now days i believe that let others do what they believe ...i will do what i believe. Coz i am nobody to change anyone.
But want to say one thing that the political leaders are fighting for the “ kursi” but they are not thinking where this “ kursi” belong from???? OUR COUNTRY..
This “ raajneeti” will not lead our country to prosperity and peace..!!
Movie has plotted around a political family and tells about the political games they played. In the movie everybody was running behind a goal to achieve and were ready to do anything for this.in this “raajneeti” no one cares for the relationships,emotions, love and feelings rather they are using each others.
We also see these kind of people in real life. Where they play games, use people and their emotions. These people will not pay attention to you if unless you can be used for them. (anyways their conscious know what they are doing). It seems that love and affection has been evacuated from this world. Here nobody cares for other’s feeling. People have become destructively selfish. They just wanna their work to be done . it is said that ,”love people and use things...but nowdays, “ things are being loved and people are being used.”..realy true.
I am still a kid to understand this world. Why can’t love be the base of every relation. Now days i believe that let others do what they believe ...i will do what i believe. Coz i am nobody to change anyone.
But want to say one thing that the political leaders are fighting for the “ kursi” but they are not thinking where this “ kursi” belong from???? OUR COUNTRY..
This “ raajneeti” will not lead our country to prosperity and peace..!!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
"SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT...."
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO HOLD YOUR HAND..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO LISTEN , EVERYTHING U WANT TO SAY...
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO SAY WHATS NICE..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO PRAY FOR YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO NOTICE YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE WHO IS ONE FOR YOU...
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO LIVE FOR YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO DIE FOR YOU..
SOMETIMES U NEED... SOMEONE WHO IS AFRAID OF LOOSING YOU..
SOMETIMES U NEED... SOMEONE, ROAMING AROUND YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE, WORRYING ABOUT YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO SCOLD YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO SEE YOU, ONLY YOU...
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO WAIT FOR YOU...
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO SING FOR YOU..
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO SING FOR YOU...
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO JUST BE WITH YOU...
SOMETIMES U WANT... SOMEONE TO SAY.."I LOVE YOU..."
SADGI...
somone's SADGI inspired me to write this....!
किसी की सादगी जब दिल को भा जाती है..
तो उसके सामने सितारों की चमक भी फीकी नजर आती है..
उसका हर अंदाज सुहाना लगता है..
जब कहता है कोई भोली सी आँखों से..
सीधा सीधा दिल पे निशाना लगता है..
जिनकी बातोमें न कोई बनावट होती है..
न दुनियादारी की मिलावट होती है..
ऐसी सादगी को अब क्या कहे..
वो तो जैसे रब की इबादत होती है..
वो जो मंदिर सी पावन है..
शाम सी सुनहरी है..
जो है दुआओ से सच्ची..
हवाओ में बहती है..
सादगी ज़माने में रहकर भी ज़माने से जुदा रहती है...
उनकी आहट का इंतज़ार सा रहता है.
मानो दिन भर की थकन दूर होती है..
वो जो बच्चो सा हँसती है..
और गम में पलके भिगोती है..
किसी की रूह को ठंडक दे और दे जो मासूम मुस्कराहट होठों को
ऐसी सादगी इस दुनिया में कम ही होती है..
जो बातें इतनी सीधी सरल होती है..
दिल के वो करीब होती है..
सादगी होती है..मोती की तरह ..
गहराई में छुपी होती है..
चाहे कोई माने या न माने..
यही सच्ची खूबसूरती की पहचान होती है..
Saturday, May 29, 2010
" I LOVE MY PLANET"...
When i see you NATURE...
I feel ..GOD is everywhere...!
Glowing sunrise...blowing winds..
All that scenery..keeps me remind..
What the great artist GOD...is...!
Heart gets captivated..when flowers kiss...
Realy ..What the great artist GOD...is...!!!
Rain drops become pearl...
Soo dramatic ..still so natural....
Birds fly...mountains high...
Make my view magnified..
See the little sparrows...:)
What the magic they have...
How are they so satisfied....!
Though we have everything..
But if we lack something..
We start complaining...
NATURE never does so..
Coz it believes in GIVING..only GIVING...
Listen the music around you...
They help ...to understand.silent emotion..
Feel the beauty of roses...
They teach... what is love....
See the limit of sky...
They show...how to dream...
All we have to have a open heart..
And..just to learn ..how to live life extream...:)
When i see you NATURE..
I feel GOD is everywhere...
Than why i am so sad...
Why i am not believing you..
I think ..i should not worry ...
When you are here ...for taking care....!!
Take out time to explore the NATURE...coz we are part of it...!
Love it...
Enjoy it...and yes...feel it.....!!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
"LoVe AaJkAl"
this post is dedicated all the ppl. who love " love aajkal" types..not tht vo purane jamaane wala " forever types"..anyways..i like tht puraane jamaane wala love..not " love aajkal"..jo apne sath ek expiry date k sath aata hai..hhehehe..
chk it out..:)
dekhte he hota izhaar hai..
roothte he hoti takraar hai...
kya yahi hai mohabbat..
aur kya yahi pyaar hai...
jamaana lagta tha..kabhi kisi ko samajhne me..
aaj pal nahi lagta ..kisi ko bhoolne me..
"love aajkal" hai bas messages me..
break-ups common hai most cases me..
kehte hai inn chakkaro me padna bekaar hai..
kya yahi hai mohabbat..
kya yahi pyaar hai..
"pyaar" ab ehsaas nahi ..
bas ek time paas hai...!
kuch waqt ki khushi..ke liye he ab koi khas hai...
ibaadat nahi ye ab..."just for fun " yaar hai...
kya yahi hai mohabbat..
kya yahi pyaar hai..
kisi na kisi ko date karna hai "must"...
love has been replaced by lust...
pehle log ..jaan diya karte the..
ab log "jaane diya" karte hai..,,
ek nahi toh doosri aayegi..
luv ki train yuhi badhti jaayegi...
yaha.."reserved seats" beshumaar hai...
kya yahi hai mohabbat..
kya yahi pyaar hai..
P.S= **aisa he hai toh hum akele he sahi..
**pyaar karna shayad itna jaroori bhi nahi...!!!!
i think ye last line realy means..bcoz we shd not fall in love just bcoz everyone else around is falling in..its a metter of destiny..of course jinhe hota hai..they are realy lucky..!! but never force urself to love sumone.wait for the one , who may truely love you..yeah ..chances are less.." aise achhe ladke milte kaha hai.."hehehe,,..here let ur destiny play its role...n agar vo bhi sath na de toh.."Boss...bettr luck in next birth.."..;););)
Saturday, May 8, 2010
"MIX AND MATCH"
दूर से जिन्दगी जितनी हँसीन है..
पास आने पर उतनी ही ग़मगीन है..
emotions का जंजाल है...
जिस से बुरा हाल है..
दूसरो को समझने की बात छोडो..
खुदको समझना जैसे chinese wall है..!
life एक confusion है , या एक solution है..
एक सवाल है ...या एक जवाब है..
whether it is सवाल और जवाब..blah blah....
but चीज लाजवाब है ...!
i wish ..ये एक film होती ..
director..producer भी में ..
and मेरी ही script होती..
DDLJ सा सफ़र होता..
switzerland सी location होती..
see... how much i can wish...
but i wish ...मेरी कोई wish पूरी भी होती...
at the end ...एक satisfaction है..
where i am going...right direction है..
one day GOD will have to listen to me..
and i will get " अलादीन का जीनी "...!
life would be A one...
खुशिया होंगी 24*7....!!
वैसे दुनिया सच्ची में बहुत अछ्ही है ....!!!
अगर आपके पास fresh fresh मच्छी है..(sorry...कोई और लाइन जा नहीं रही थी...)
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
"kaisa lagta hai..."
कैसा लगता है ..किसी से प्यार करना
कैसा लगता है...दिल से किसी पे मरना..
कैसे कोई अपना लगता है...
कैसा लगता है..घंटो इंतज़ार करना
कैसे कुछ और याद नहीं रहता..
कैसा लगता है..कुछ भी कर गुजरना
कैसा लगता है..थोडा थोडा सा डरना..
कुछ खोने का डर सताता है..
भीड़ में मन घबराता है..
कैसा लगता है..तन्हायियो से लड़ना.
कैसा लगता है ..किसी से प्यार करना
कैसे ऐतबार होता है..
कैसे इकरार होता है..
कैसे ये प्यार होता है..
कैसा लगता है..आँखों का बिन बात बरसना..
सच..कैसा लगता है..किसी से प्यार करना..
Saturday, May 1, 2010
EMPTY HANDS....
Today m feeling realy hurt and disheartened. Its hard to hurt some 1, with whom you shared ur feelings, ur time and ur friendship. But its strange na… I don’t feel gud when I think that they are alone but same thing did not come in their mind. They never felt bad when I got hurt by them. I don’t knw if they r feeling the same or not but its realy upset me when I don’t talk to them, when they r alone….somewhere I have a reason to behave like this…but why I still feel for them…why can’t I become like them…selfish…insensitive and heartless.
Pata nahi..how long it will last, however one thing I have clearly understood that I was never ever their priority …thts y ..They dint take second to forget me..but its nt happening wid me…whether they were my priority or not but they were surely my frnds.
They spoiled everything ..without having guilt on the face….anyways if u feel for others..it doesn’t mean they will also feel for you….some ppl just make u an option…….!
" MISSING SUM1 IS ONE OF THE MOST PAINFUL THING IN THIS WORLD..BUT THE BIGGEST PAIN IS THAT THE PERSON WHOM U R MISSING IS NOT EVEN THINKING OF YOU..."
I knw we had to depart but never thought ..in this way…
I Realy miss them…but can’t forgive them…….!
vo shaam ....
जब चाँद बादल में छुप जाता है..
दिल में युहीं एक ख्याल आता है..
काश ये पल यही रुक जाये..
पर कैसे ये यकीन आये ,
कभी दिल को जो चाहे मिल पाता है ...??
वो बादलो में कुछ यु सिमटता है..
जैसे कोई टूटा हुआ सपना बिखरता है...
अँधेरे के साए में छिपती लकीर रह जाती है..
न देके भी , कुछ न कुछ तकदीर दे जाती है..
धीरे धीरे वो गुम सा हो जाता है..!
जाते जाते ..बाकि निशा रह जाता है...
ये लम्हे बस यांदें बन जाते है..
जो अपनी महक से ..
दिल को महकाते है....!!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
"वक़्त"
दिन गुजरने में वक़्त नहीं लगता..
शाम के ढलने में वक़्त नहीं लगता..
हमसफ़र साथ न चल पाए तो ..
राहे जुदा होने में वक़्त नहीं लगता..
इंतज़ार करने का मज़ा है तब ..जब किसी को आना हो..
वर्ना उम्मीद टूटने में वक़्त नहीं लगता...
रंग है जिन्दगी के कैसे कैसे ..
पल में बदलते है रिश्ते ऐसे..दिलो को जानना padta है..
क्युकी चेहरे बदलने में वक़्त नहीं लगता...!
लाख तकलीफे लिखी हो चाहे...चाहे मुश्किल मंजिल हो..
भरोसा है अगर खुद पे तो...
तकदीरे बदलने में वक़्त नहीं लगता...!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
the climb...!
When I listened this song(by hannah Montana)…only one thing came to my mind tht..yes…thts my song…I just luv d song…it beautifully describes the life…life is realy a climb..v just hav to keep on moving….!!!
I can almost see it…
The dreams , m dreamin..
But there is a voice inside my head sayin.. “ u will never reach it..”
Every step m taking
Every moov m make feels
Lost with no direction …
My faith is shaking..
But I gotta keep trying…
Gotta keep my head held high…
There is always be a another mountain..
M always gonna wanna make it move..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
Sumtyms v gonna have to loose…
Ain’t abt how , fast I get there..
Ain’t abt whats waiting on the other side..
It’s a climb….!!!
The struggles m facing…
The chances m taking…
Sumtyms it might knock me down but… No. m not breaking….
I may not know it..
But these are the moments that m gonna remember most.. just gotta keep goin…
And I gotta be strong..
Just keep pushing on…
There is always be a another mountain..
M always gonna wanna make it move..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
Sumtyms v gonna have to loose…
Ain’t abt how , fast I get there..
Ain’t abt whats waiting on the other side..
It’s the climb….!!!
Keep on moving….
Keep climbing…
Keep the faith…
Its all abt….the climb…!!!!
I can almost see it…
The dreams , m dreamin..
But there is a voice inside my head sayin.. “ u will never reach it..”
Every step m taking
Every moov m make feels
Lost with no direction …
My faith is shaking..
But I gotta keep trying…
Gotta keep my head held high…
There is always be a another mountain..
M always gonna wanna make it move..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
Sumtyms v gonna have to loose…
Ain’t abt how , fast I get there..
Ain’t abt whats waiting on the other side..
It’s a climb….!!!
The struggles m facing…
The chances m taking…
Sumtyms it might knock me down but… No. m not breaking….
I may not know it..
But these are the moments that m gonna remember most.. just gotta keep goin…
And I gotta be strong..
Just keep pushing on…
There is always be a another mountain..
M always gonna wanna make it move..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
Sumtyms v gonna have to loose…
Ain’t abt how , fast I get there..
Ain’t abt whats waiting on the other side..
It’s the climb….!!!
Keep on moving….
Keep climbing…
Keep the faith…
Its all abt….the climb…!!!!
Monday, April 5, 2010
"khuda jaane...."
i was listening the song.." khuda jaane .." of bachna a haseeno, movie..n i just luved the lines " khuda jane ye kyu hua hai..k ban gye ho tum mere khuda..."..n i added some of my created lines..take a look...
khawbo ne palko ko aise chhua hai..
lag rahi hai duniya juda..
khuda jaane ye kyu hua hai..
ke ban gye ho tum mere khuda..
dhyaan kuch rehta nahi ab..
hosh hai jaise mere gumshuda..
khuda jaane ye kyu hua hai..
ke ban gye ho tum mere khuda..
hath uthte hai jab bhi kahi..
maange bas teri hi duaa..
khuda jaane ye kyu hua hai..
ke ban gye ho tum mere khuda..!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
"ye pal....!!!"
“ ye lamhe ye pal hum ..barso yaad karenge ..!
Ye mausam chale gaye toh..hum phariyaad karenge…!”
Jaise jaise MBA ke completion ka tym kareeb aa raha hai, vaise vaise ye life bahut chhoti lag rahi hai, aisa lag raha hai mano jo bhi kuch karna hai, sikhna hai, jeena hai..inn bache hue do mahino me he poora karna hai, jaise iske baad life khatam ho jayegi…! Aur sahi bhi hai…phir kaha ye dost milenge, phir kaha kisi se online baat karne ka intezaar rahega, phir kaha vo b’day treats hongi…….future will come up with lots of tensions..settle hone ki tension, job ki tension..career ki tension…ohhh god , hum bade he kyu hote hai..??????
Sachhi batau toh muje koi idea nahi hai me inn do mahino ke baad kya karne vali hu…bas chal rahi hu without any destination…..i guess ye sab ke sath he ho raha hoga….!
As a positive note , I wud say … “ jo bhi hoga , achha he hoga..”..thodi struggle hogi but struggle toh sabki life me hoti hai..n it is gud for me atleast thodi toh mature banoogi me…!
One frnd of mine told me tht.. “jaise me sochti hu vaisi ye duniya nahi hoti..!.”…ispe me bas yahi keh sakti hu ki “ me duniya ke bare me sochti he nahi…isliye ye duniya mere jaise nahi hai…!...
Kabhi kabhi darr lagta hai..i know there is difference in my thinking n other’s perceptions…I pray ye meri jindgi ki sabse badi problem na ban jaye…!
Anyways…..after the completion of my MBA ..i will realy miss my frnds, my college n studies…kitna kuch seekha mene…ab I understand myself n others in better way…!
“ ye pal hath ki muthhi me band ret ki tarah hai, dheere dheere sath chod dete hai…hum kitna bhi chahe inhe apne hath me nahi rakh sakte..”
Inn bache hue lamho me ..i want to live my life to the fullest…kyuki iske baad bas yaade he reh jayengi…!!
I will miss it like anything……!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Swaal....!!!
This poem shows ..wht I had been thinking abt life, love..etc..i used to ask question jiske javaab muje pata hote the…anyways..now I know why v need sumone..( frnds, family..wellwishers..)..ab I don’t ask these questions frm myself… I think ye poem muje tab he likhni chaahiye thi…hav a look…
Jindgi apne aap me poori hoti hai…
Toh phir kyu hame ..kisi ki jaroorat hoti hai.
Kyu gamo ka sahara dhoondte hai hum.
Kyu akele me ghabrata hai mann.
Agar na baante khushi , toh kya vo adhuri hoti hai..?
Toh phir kyu hame ..kisi ki jaroorat hoti hai.
Inn sab baato ka ek he javaab hai..
Jindgi kai panno se milkar bani kitab hai..
Akele chale toh , manjile bhi apne maayne khoti hai.
Shayad ..isliye hame kisi ki jaroorat hoti hai..
Jaise panchhi hai aasma ke sath..
Jaise hawaein hai fiza ke sath..
Jaise phoolo se mahak na kabhi juda hoti hai..
Vaise , bin apno ke jindgi ek sazaa hoti hai…
Jab sath hai jaroori..
Toh bandhan achhe kyu nahi lagte…
Umar bhar sath chalne vale..
Rishte bhi sachche nahi lagte..
Kabhi kabhi samjhota kar lena he.. haqikat hoti hai..
Shayad isliye hame kisi ki jaroorat hoti hai…..
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Ab toh chale aao...
Frnds this is my new creation…n I just luveddddddd it..after writing this..i can proudly say tht ..yeah I write well….! M just too gud…I knw u ppl..must be thinking ..tht m praising myself..but I just luv this poem…
For adding more..muje kailash kher ke song ki 2 lines yaad aa rahi hai..
“ heere moti me na chaahu..me toh chaahu sangam tera..”..! chk this out…
Tere aane ka intezaar hai..
Tujhe pane ka intezaar hai..
Hazaaro lakho ki bheed me ..
Tere mil jaane ka intezaar hai..
Iss khawahish ke poore hone ka intezaar hai..
Tere liye kuch kar gujarne ka intezaar hai..
Vaqt lagta hai pyaar ki raaho me..
Par inn raho se gujrarna ek baar hai…
Tere mil jaane ka intezaar hai…
Dil ka tootna , jaise nishani hai pyaar ki..
Milke bichhadna ..kahani hai pyaar ki..
Jinme , khud ke hone ka hosh nahi rehta..
Aise khayalo me kho jaane ka intezaar hai..
Tere mil jaane ka intezaar hai…
Kabhi darta hai, mann jamaane se..
Ghabrata hai..tere na aane se..
Pal pal aankhe dhoondti hai tujhe..
Tere aake na jaane ka intezaar hai.
Tere mil jaane ka intezaar hai…
Sapne poore hone ka intezaar hai..
Jindgi jeene ka intezaar hai..
Kab ye intezaar khatam hoga..
Ab iss baat ka intezaar hai….
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
shaam ki thandak..
It was 7 pm. ..cold yet soft breezes n the warmth of my thoughts was makin me feel…” wow..”..!
1-2 lines came to my mind n after 10 min…I made this..just have a look…
Shaam ki thandak,
Kuch kehti hai mujhse…
Chaand ki chandni,
Kuch kehti hai mujhse…
Jab chhooti hai ye , mulayam hawa..
Pattiyo ki sarsarahat ..
Kuch kehti hai mujhse…
Hawao me aaj mehak hai aisi,
Chhukar meri aatma ko, meri masumiyat..
Kuch kehti hai mujhse..
Sham ki lalima ,
Chhayi hui hai , kuch aisi raat pe.
Jaise meri he kahani,
Ye kehti hai mujhse..
Panchhiyo ka chehakna,
Khayalo ka mehakna..
Kuch to khaas hai,
Jindgi..kehti hai mujhse…!!!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
"Lift kara de.."
I was watching the reality show “lift karade”.. on sony . show is abt the fans n their fvrt stars. N on that day Ranbeer kapur was coming on the show, obviously thts why I was watching the show..m big fan of ranbeer..anyways this post is not abt him..i can write a separate post for ranbeer. this post is abt GOD’s discrimination towards ppl. Accordin to the show..the celebrity who is cumin, will help the needed ppl. Financially. N ranbeer helped Rajendra kumar who was sweeper.
We see ppl. Who sleep on footpath, live in slums, who strive for one time food. When I think abt them..i feel tht world is goin on hights, ppl. Are so ambitious, they earn in lakhs, live life lavishly , have big dreams, wear branded cloths, travel around world but in the same world, there are ppl. Who are fighting wid the life…
I mean where is GOD..is this justified, why he doesn’t give ..m not saying evrythin but sumthin to those who are needed.
There is huge difference in their life n our life…we study, we earn, we spend, we dream..we have a future but poor ppl. Have none of this.
“ I think GOD only helps those who have evrythin but who is looking for those who have nothing..”..who will help them..????
I wish tht if I were God , I wud have helped them …first tym m leaving any post widout conclusion bcoz I don’t know what to say………
"Don't know what..??"
For this post of mine..i wud say.. “I don’t know wht..”.yupzz..just chkin out..
From few days m missing something..don’t know what…
Every day n night m feeling something..don’t know what…
Moments of silence tell me something.. don’t know what…
My heart is always getting sumthin.. don’t know what…
In my dreamz m waitin for sumthin.. don’t know what…
An unknown voice is saying sumthin.. don’t know what…
quietness of moon, adorable soft breezes is givin sumthin… don’t know what…
Even with the closed eyes , m seeing sumthin.. don’t know what…
One thought has become important part..
I don’t know what.. don’t know what…
I think m getting confused… “I realy don’t know abt what”…hahaha….
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
"Thodi si jameen ...Thoda sa aasma..."
After the completion of national conference, v all were so tired. It was the 3 days function from 13 to 15 march n on the 16th march a placement company was coming to the college. So 16th was also very hectic . I just wanted to sleep…sleep n sleep.
It was 7 pm. N before sleeping I wanted to get refreshed. So I went to my terrace, sat on the chair and was looking to the stars. throughout I was thinking tht we all live in two worlds…other than our world we have a parallel world……the world of “bright stars”.in the sky..! our world is just running and running but the “world of stars” is so stable yet lively.
Jaisi duniya yaha neeche hai, vaisi he upar bhi…bas yaha neeche thodi jyada halchal hai ..logo ki jindgi me, logo ke dilo me aur vaha upar bahut sukoon hai…..!!!
Vaise neeche sab kuch itna bura bhi nahi hai…but chaand ki jo thandak vo taare mehsoos kar sakte hai..vo hum nahi kar sakte..lekin neehe kuch log itne achhe lagne lagte hai ki unke samne chaand ki thandak bhi kuch nahi n the wonderful thing which v call “LOVE”..vo bhi toh yaha hai…nothing can beat this..hai na..
I saw toot ta taara also..vo bhi twice.n I couldn’t resist to wish, but I controlled myself bcoz whenever I see too ta taara ..i wish for one thing only…n I have promised GOD ki ab me vo nahi maangungi…!
Anyways …I wish we all would have lived in both of world.” Thodi se jameen, thoda sa aasma.”…! Jaha hamari duniya ke rishte,pyaar ,dosti jaisi achhi cheeje hoti aur vaha ki duniya ki shaanti, sukoon aur stability…..
all of us has”thodi si jameen..” bas vo “thoda sa aasma” he kho sa gaya hai, v will hav to find that aasma…
truly waiting for such life…ok chalo bbyeee…I have to go n sleep….tc.
Monday, March 15, 2010
"Mera mann....!"
I don’t know abt others “mann”…bt ye mann toh definitely mera hai….!
Ye jo baavra sa mann hai..
Ise jitna mile , utna kam hai…!!
Iski ichchhaye hamesha badhti..
Ek ke baad ek, fir do..teen…
Jaane kitni chaale chalti…
Iski ichchhaye hamesha badhti…!!
Bhagvaan ka diya , charo aur hai..
Fir bhi ..ye dil maange more hai..!
Thoda sa ..bas thoda sa aur mil jaaye..
Mann ki khwahishe ..kabhi na kam hai..!
Ye jo baavra sa mann hai…!
Kabhi raah se bhatkata ye.
Kabhi manjil tak pahuchata ye..
Kabhi khud se he anjaana mera mann hai…
Ise jitna mile utna kam hai…!
Kabhi sabse saccha dost hai..
Kabhi sabse pakka dushman hai..
Ye jo baavra sa mann hai..
Isse thodi si anban hai…!!
Kabhi meri baat na mane ye..
Meri he dhadkan na pehchaane hai..!
Ohhfo …jaane kaisa ye hamdam hai…
Ye jo baavra sa mann hai…!!!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
"NAYA SAVERA...."
Today is “women’s day”..have you thought , how will you celebrate this day, have you ever stolen such happiness from life? Perhaps not…woman never pray for her happiness rather she feels it , in others heart. ..probably this has become a main reason of man’s thinking that women are weak and depend on him.
From the childhood everybody is ready to take “her” decisions ….in which school , she will go , what subject she will choose, in which college she will take admission, what kind of friends she should have, which career she should opt n last but not the least whom she should marry with..People feel privilege in taking her decisions…..i mean, is anywhere written that “SHE CAN’T TAKE HER DECISIONS”…???...from the starting to the end …everything is told to her, I am not saying that she should not listen to anyone and make her decision on her own..i just want to tell that she should know that “she is able to take decision..”
We talk about 33% reservation of women in parliament but do we know that what percentage of women is a victim of domestic violence, what % of women living in rural and urban areas are being sufferer of rapes, what is the % of dead girl child fetus, found in the rivers..And what is the % of BROKEN DREAMS…and then we talk about women empowerment…??????
Women empowerment is not about that some of the women reach to the top, its about empowerment of ‘heart ‘of each and every women….!! She should believe in herself that she can take on anybody..need is to take stand for herself….!
Every mother say to her daughter that “ ek aurat tyaag, balidan aur pyaar ki moorti hai, use toh doosro ke liye he jeena hai, sab kuch sehan karna hai…”..but simply WHY…??? She sacrifice her dreams, her life , her ambitions for others..because some where or the other , she loves to do this, its in her nature but people take advantage of this thing. Instead of giving her respect ..they consider it as her duty..which she has to fulfill..!
Living for others doesn’t mean that you can’t live for yourself, do live but remember GOD has made, you also as an individual, like a man..so before being a daughter ,mother ,sister and wife..just be ..”YOU”…!
We all have seen the ads of “women upliftment” on Doordarshan that.” don’t kill girl child, she can become saniya mirza, kiran bedi, aishwarya rai..blah blah..i simply ask ..agar vo nahi ban payi toh ‘maar doge’..i find these ads realy ridiculous … they want to say if she doesn’t become successful person or celebrity, she doesn’t have right to live??why don’t they put such conditions with men?? ..”Like if he doesn’t become sachin tendulkar , sharukh khan etc. etc.”….when GOD doesn’t keep any condition for her, who the bloody hell they are….?
Anyways..i will be keep saying this. I just pray that “this world may become better place for women..”
By the way…HAPPY WOMEN’S DAY..
SAPNE....
Suraj ki ujli kirno se..
Mann ke kisi kone me.
Aate hai ye sapne…!
Sab kuch kitna sundar hai..
Kitna pyara hai..
Batate hai ye sapne..!
Kabhi hai, kitne seedhe saral..
Kabhi uljhate hai ye sapne..!
Kisi duje ki aankho me pal kar..
Apne ho jate hai ye sapne..!
Mann ke kisi kone me ..
Aate hai ye sapne…!
Raat ki chadar odhe..
Saare bandhano ko tode..
Chupke se palko me..
Aa jaate hai ye sapne..
Kya hai jindgi ka maksad ..?
Bata jaate hai ye sapne..!
Kabhi ye pyaar me dube hue..
Aur kabhi gamo se bharkar..
Kehte hai ..denge tumhe sab kuch…
Sitaro se ladkar…
Kabhi apno me begane..
Kabhi apno se bhi apne…!
Mann ke kisi kone me..
Aate hai ye sapne…!
Kehte hai.. inhe paakar bhi..
Nahi milta kisi ko kuch..
Kyuki..duniya ki nazar me..
Sapne hai ….sirf sapne…!!
Logo ka kya hai..
Poore hone par..bhool jaate hai ,vo sapne…
Lekin mujhe jeene ka sahara..
De jaate hai ye sapne…!!
Poore he honge..ye vishvaas toh nahi..
Par chodi mene aas toh nahi…!
Dard ke inn pathrile raasto par..
Pyaar ka marhum lagate hai ye sapne…!
Mann ke kisi kone me..
Aate hai ye sapne….!!!
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